i just got home from spending 2 and a half days in hell…. monday night i ended up overdosing on some kind of medicine, and i mixed it with alcohol and then cut myself close to my veins. my mom took me to the hospital and they asked me a bunch of shit, then took me to the psych ward… and that’s where i stayed all of tuesday, wednesday, and half of today. it was absolutely awful. the people there were so much older than me and had problems far beyond depression… i cried basically the whole time i was there. all i wanted was to go home. thank god i got discharged today, i wouldn’t have been able to make it any longer. but i’m finally getting the help i need, the help i’ve needed for 2 years. i’m not sure i’ll be on here much for a while though, a lot of the posts are really triggering and i don’t want to go back to that place. i’m still here for anyone who needs me though, just message me. i love you all so much, please stay strong.